Just wondering

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

Will I ever reach the point in my life that I am trying to reach? A point where there's no point in worrying...about my future... about my past... about my present.

...Will I ever get a chance to choose NOT to lose in the battle between self-control and self-indulgence?

Will I ever learn how to do the little things right...RIGHT NOW?

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

When am I going to make that one step

that will signal the moment that I have left my inconsistencies behind, and

moved beyond them towards a tomorrow

where the worst moments in my life

become the biggest myths and legends of

a new era... a dawn of a new age

When will I just get on with it already

so that all of me will be ready to roll

into a new stage of thinking...breath...being

When will I stop only looking...and start soulfully seeing...everything

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

But I don't only wonder about the width of my worries...

I also wonder about wonderfully random things too...

Like...

WHEN WILL WE START USING TERMS LIKE

"cats out of the bag now"

OR

"now I'm in a pickle"

LITERALLY!!

Nah but seriously...

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

When terms like "out of this world"

will actually turn out to be used to express the coolness of someone

who has built...

environmentally friendly flying shoes for their feet that

could launch them into outer space to a place...of their own

And I wonder when your really "feeling the music"

of classical compositions coming from my composer roommate's disposition

when you'll be able to...

physically pat his Steele drum percussion on the back

For a job well done...

while tangibly touching its tones

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

How great it would be if the Lookouts in life got a microphone that could speak to the entire world at once.

Or if just once their could be a day where the entire world could stop and just...listen

Or if the world would be at peace

if we all at once raised our heads to the clouds

And screamed so loud the bermuda triangle fell apart to become...

the bermuda line_____________________________________________
I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

If those who draw lines in the sand_______________________________

realize how quickly the wind blows them away...

Along with our man made plans

OR IF...

If it struck the minds of those in the muck of much war

during those particular past and present timelines__________

______________ that all this time...

The only things many men may have ever truly been fighting for

IS

MONEY

AND

LAND

I wonder if my brain

IS ONE THAT...

others truly can understand

OR IF IN REALITY ALL THIS TIME I...

have only been talking to different parts of myself?

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

About myself.....................................

^...everyone...

^.........................and everything else

BUT IN SPITE OF ALL THOSE THOUGHTS

I CAN STILL

I sit back...

Relax...

And Wonder...

...

...

...

The Movement Continues...
- Rhetorcal Artz